26
August
2007

Failure0

">Myspaceiconsfantasy9 I hate myself, I really hate myself. I’m a failure. Damn!! Sorry mom, sorry dad, I have a big feeling that I would not make it to the top 3. Sorry for disappointing you. My guilt is killing me little by little. I’m afraid of the result of the ranking this coming Saturday. If only I can stop the time for a ‘lil while of the things like this that trouble me in my own life, if only I could, If only.. What shall I do now?! Hide from my problems? Where? I have nowhere else to go. I know it’s my fault why I didn’t make it to the top.

-"KATHERINE PLEASE STUDY HARDER!!!!!!"-

Do it not for your sake but for the sake of YOUR PARENTS!! They have sacrificed a lot for you, please don’t waste it for FOOLISH THINGS!!

I hope I was wrong in my feelings that I would not make it to the top, PLEASE..

14
August
2007

When will be tomorrow?0

Something in my heart is lacking;

I don’t know what, but I think it’s you who I’m missing

I’m blaming myself why I don’t know you

Even your name or just a ‘lil info

A year had past since we said goodbye,

By that time you really made me cry

Now there’s something in your heart

who replaced me after it falls apart

But here’s one thing I want you to know,

You’re still here in my heart wherever you will go

When will I ever see you again?

You, whom I call "Mr. Caring"

I’m really sorry for what I did,

I don’t mean what I’ve said

I dont know if you still remember me,

But I hope it’s me you see

Now all I can do is to reminisce the past

Think as if it is the last

Please let me stay in your heart

The way you did from the start

Help me fight this damn feeling of mine

‘coz I think I’m faling in love with you

Mr. Caring in Baguio.

12
August
2007

A Realization0

Love is not hte only reason why a relationship still stands for years or ’till forever.. We might think that love holds the relationship..But what if you love too much and forget that love can also weaken or destroy a strong relationship?! I just realize that love is not enough, the secret of having a strong lasting relationship is to be loyal, have trust and commitment to the one you love, time for each other, and can accept his weaknessses and mistakes.. It’s not how many times you have forgiven.. But how you have shown your understanding.