August
2007
Failure
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I hate myself, I really hate myself. I’m a failure. Damn!! Sorry mom, sorry dad, I have a big feeling that I would not make it to the top 3. Sorry for disappointing you. My guilt is killing me little by little. I’m afraid of the result of the ranking this coming Saturday. If only I can stop the time for a ‘lil while of the things like this that trouble me in my own life, if only I could, If only.. What shall I do now?! Hide from my problems? Where? I have nowhere else to go. I know it’s my fault why I didn’t make it to the top.
-"KATHERINE PLEASE STUDY HARDER!!!!!!"-
Do it not for your sake but for the sake of YOUR PARENTS!! They have sacrificed a lot for you, please don’t waste it for FOOLISH THINGS!!
I hope I was wrong in my feelings that I would not make it to the top, PLEASE..
